
It is technically The Future. The year 2000 plus 12. What am I to make of the story of Trayvon Martin within this context of time and space? How many trips around the sun will it take for Black skin to earn a stamp of humanity in this country? Are our children forever cursed, and if so, exactly who or what is it that is doing the cursing?
In my three decades of life I've watched the Rodney King VHS tape, the Oscar Grant cell phone video, and now there is the Trayvon Martin 911 calls. I no longer care to discuss, dissect, or debate the What Ifs, the If Only, the In Light Of. I'm done with going over the symptoms one by one. It's not about what Zimmerman said or what Martin was wearing, who approached first, who was more afraid. My only issue at this point is what happened when the police arrived. That is the point in the story where I must begin.
In the case of the Rodney King, the police showed up and beat him until he was broken. In the case of Oscar Grant, the police showed up, threw the word nigger around, handcuffed and then shot him dead. In the case of Trayvon Martin, the police found a body, a gun, a shooter, and no arrest was made.
The system is broken on so many levels. The poor and disenfranchised of any ethnic background could attest to this in great detail. However the very specific and historic problem in regard to Black males is their animalization by the system itself. So that when an animal, be it a dog, a bear, a mountain lion makes it way around humans who feel fear in its presence the common understanding is that the animal must be put DOWN in order to protect and preserve HUMAN life. This is always the case when Black males are murdered by those authorized to carry weapons. The system goes into autopilot, and what has been automatically hardwired into the system of this country is that Black men= dangerous, violent, suspicious, guilty. Black men are approached as animals, ever ready to attack, always worthy of pursuit, no matter the context or circumstance.
I would actually prefer that authorities carry animal tranquilizers and keep it all the way real when putting suspects down, so that a brother has a chance to wake up. Was Zimmerman a professional cop? No. But he thought like one. He reacted like one. Once police arrived on the scene, they treated him as though he'd performed according to protocol. Zimmerman was given the benefit of the doubt. And what of Trayvon Martin? His skin marked him the sort of predator that translates into prey.
Today in many cities people have organized marches to wear hoodies in solidarity with Trayvon. The fact the citizens are symbolically memorializing their son must give Trayvon's parents some sliver of hope for this country. We await an arrest. We await a trial. And the cynic in me awaits the protests and perhaps insurrections that will result should the trial end as we have been taught such trials do.
Trayvon looks as though he could've been my son. I have a son. I am not a criminal. My husband and I are both college educated. My son is extremely intelligent, intuitive, and creative. And yet I know that none of these things matter. One day I will have to have a very serious talk with him about how to deal with people authorized by the government to carry guns, be they cops or security. I will have to teach him the very real danger that he could be killed for doing nothing so long as someone perceives him as a threat; that even if he is silent and standing still, his skin howls a history washed in blood so rich that racist mouths water for a sip. It is the same conversation I imagine Emmett Till's mother had with him before sending him down South in 1955. A conversation I'd bet Mary had with Jesus regarding Roman soldiers.
Will you have to have such a conversation with you son? If not, have you ever reflected on why that might be?
The system is broken on so many levels. The poor and disenfranchised of any ethnic background could attest to this in great detail. However the very specific and historic problem in regard to Black males is their animalization by the system itself. So that when an animal, be it a dog, a bear, a mountain lion makes it way around humans who feel fear in its presence the common understanding is that the animal must be put DOWN in order to protect and preserve HUMAN life. This is always the case when Black males are murdered by those authorized to carry weapons. The system goes into autopilot, and what has been automatically hardwired into the system of this country is that Black men= dangerous, violent, suspicious, guilty. Black men are approached as animals, ever ready to attack, always worthy of pursuit, no matter the context or circumstance.
I would actually prefer that authorities carry animal tranquilizers and keep it all the way real when putting suspects down, so that a brother has a chance to wake up. Was Zimmerman a professional cop? No. But he thought like one. He reacted like one. Once police arrived on the scene, they treated him as though he'd performed according to protocol. Zimmerman was given the benefit of the doubt. And what of Trayvon Martin? His skin marked him the sort of predator that translates into prey.
Today in many cities people have organized marches to wear hoodies in solidarity with Trayvon. The fact the citizens are symbolically memorializing their son must give Trayvon's parents some sliver of hope for this country. We await an arrest. We await a trial. And the cynic in me awaits the protests and perhaps insurrections that will result should the trial end as we have been taught such trials do.
Trayvon looks as though he could've been my son. I have a son. I am not a criminal. My husband and I are both college educated. My son is extremely intelligent, intuitive, and creative. And yet I know that none of these things matter. One day I will have to have a very serious talk with him about how to deal with people authorized by the government to carry guns, be they cops or security. I will have to teach him the very real danger that he could be killed for doing nothing so long as someone perceives him as a threat; that even if he is silent and standing still, his skin howls a history washed in blood so rich that racist mouths water for a sip. It is the same conversation I imagine Emmett Till's mother had with him before sending him down South in 1955. A conversation I'd bet Mary had with Jesus regarding Roman soldiers.
Will you have to have such a conversation with you son? If not, have you ever reflected on why that might be?





